|Thank You Google (Not mine)|
Seriously, yes it is a pelvic stress fracture, but it can always be so much worse. I have learned this important lesson many times over in my 41 years on this earth.
I am down for the count, no running for at least 16 weeks and that is being conservative, also no elliptical or stationary bike for at least another 4 weeks. I am allowed to swim and try the recumbent bike as long as it doesn't cause me any pain. I am also being ordered to start taking 2000mg of Calcium and Vitamin D asap. When my doctor called he said, "Well Shannon, I've got your MRI results, and it is exactly what you thought it was, where you thought it was".
I am actually kind of in shock...I was right!
So now it is sinking in to my feeble brain that I am broken and sidelined for the entire summer. I feel so useless, like running somehow defined me, but I am more than running, I am me. When I had cancer I also felt defined by it, like I wasn't me anymore, and that everything I did was cancer related, people looked at me and saw the cancer instead of who I really was, me. It was in their eyes, and I could see that it haunted them. I hated seeing that.
I am a fighter, a survivor, a mom, friend, sister, daughter, lover, runner, but even more than that I am someone who has dreams. I dream of becoming a counselor for women, and to use my life experiences to help someone else in their experience or out of it. I have dreams of traveling to Italy...I'm a dreamer, and a writer of stories that maybe I'll only read, but still I'm a writer...I'm an artist who dreams of painting. I am not defined by cancer, or my injury or all the little jobs I do. I am more than all of those things combined and I will prevail and I will come out the other side stronger than ever!
I am so blessed to have friends like you, and I wanted to say thank you for your warm wishes, and kind thoughts, as well as all of your prayers. Keep them coming and don't forget me, I will be blogging my way through this injury for sure.
Godspeed...this comes from the Middle English expression "God spede (you)", a wish for success and fortune for one setting out on an enterprise, voyage, adventure, or travels. It may also mean good luck.
"Limitations only exist if you let them"
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